Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I am often going through the same life cycle everyday. Its really eating me mentally out. I am also losing faith in Father, for life just goes on and on like a bicycle wheel and its not like I will go into some adventure like Charlie in the Chocolate Factory, so life just goes on, and soon I was dragged behind, trying to catch up with my own life. But I found "I" drifting away, my once powerful mental control over my conscious slowly slipped away. I started to have my old habits back, like addicting to my handphone games, when i do that lesser than the number of James Bond movies in the past. But since then, my life account was a total bore. Except if you find reading chinese books for a change from english books is very exciting, yeah, it could be counted as excitment, if no, then you should probably think of a blank background. For thats how exciting my life is now to me. I felt very sorry towards Father, for I did not do His Will, and I still dare to claim myself as His child. Yes, I knew I sinned, but I still wanted to repent. I hope that life in times of despair would brighten up under His guidance, for He is the Light in the Darkness, the Path that leads the lost.
1. Always the Japan freak.
2.Wants a lot of things normal humans don't perceive.
3.The Extreme stubborn one.
4. The Porcupine-personality.
5. Lazy too. You should be amazed I've updated this blog at all..
My Wishlist
Vintage bag Go on Star Cruise Digital camera (canon) An apartment of my own A trip to China More hazelnut chocolates Laptop vaio (hot red) My own FREE life Learn drumming A year of holidays My own stable job Pure Science in 2009 have long hair(????) read more comics own a gucci bag(???) More savings
LOVES
a.Anime
b.Manga
c.Friends
d.Hazelnut ice cream
e.Computer
f.Japanese language
HATES
1.Cockroaches
2.Immature boys
3.Pocket money below $7
4.Computers with the speed of a grandmother
Vintage bag
Go on Star Cruise 
Learn drumming