Monday, April 13, 2009
Life sometimes is just a passage of time to me somehow... And then it can sometimes looked so depressing too. But i am not satisfied. Never. But since i met Jesus, things took a quite noticeable turn. I realized while i played Lunia and other self-satisfying games or i watched videos and laughed my heart out, i still get empty emotionally, though i literally enjoyed everything online. I am confused at first. Isn't this what i would love? I mean, playing and watching, to my own content... But i started to feel happy and knowed of something when i am in worship of God. I also found something then. That i can't find happiness in anything of worldly value. Internet, malls, relationships, shows... No, i was never fully SATISFIED. But i have enjoyed the sin of enjoying world values. And the Word has told me never to conform to the world. I would not say that "then i stayed hopeless and knew that i am condemned" or such words like that. For i know that He is always there when i need Him and forgives me when i am in sorrow of my sin. I hope anyone who reads this could know that i did not purposely wrote this to condemn anyone of such actions. But mainly purely for Christian read...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
I hate days like this. When i have to perform in Chinese Orchestra halfway through my amaths for the lower secondary people. I have to learn more about identities in maths. Cos there's another kind of equation in amaths that i think i'll have problem with was not done explanation. I had to leave after 15 mins of amaths.
Jade Ng Jing Li
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Jing Li(Jade)
1. Always the Japan freak.
2.Wants a lot of things normal humans don't perceive.
3.The Extreme stubborn one.
4. The Porcupine-personality.
5. Lazy too. You should be amazed I've updated this blog at all..
My Wishlist
Vintage bag Go on Star Cruise Digital camera (canon) An apartment of my own A trip to China More hazelnut chocolates Laptop vaio (hot red) My own FREE life Learn drumming A year of holidays My own stable job Pure Science in 2009 have long hair(????) read more comics own a gucci bag(???) More savings
LOVES
a.Anime
b.Manga
c.Friends
d.Hazelnut ice cream
e.Computer
f.Japanese language
HATES
1.Cockroaches
2.Immature boys
3.Pocket money below $7
4.Computers with the speed of a grandmother
Vintage bag
Go on Star Cruise 
Learn drumming