Monday, March 30, 2009
I cursed silently as i walked, or should i say drag myself to school this morning. The teachers in JVS must have no eyes or ears to see or hear, for I am dragging a supposedly exceeded 3kg bag to the tremendously far (to me now) building. Luckily by the end of the ordeal i survived to the door(blessfully, it was open...) or else my collarbones will bend under pressure... =.=lll but i have to say thks a lot to those people who opened the door before my arrival (i know i sound like i'm travelling...), its hard work trying to wake up in the morning. Another thing when you have to lug one huge load of mass to the distance-challenged school. I think i did not eat breakfast or what, cos i started to become dizzy at the start of the day. Its not a good sign, for i have a bio practical later, and i don't hope to have diastase all over my lab table. And the expression on Ms Ooi's face later is NOT going to be funny unlike what others with Samuel's personality thinks. Its not helping when i keep stealing glances at him either. My heart aches the whole time. Bio practical. Whoa awesome, "yippee". I did not mess up, even with the dizziness and cloudy lens of the stupid googles i HAVE to put on. I spilled a bit of boiled diastase halfway (through my test-tube), but i wiped it away before Ms Ooi's eagle eyes caught the puddle. I read Midnight Sun online while Mr Kwang tries to ask us to complete one paper on some boring Northern Ireland conflict paper. I am really really excited about this new book cos its Edward we're reading on. Not the human Bella's version of Twilight. Then Mother Tongue. Mdm Zhou did not come today, but I don't want to catch a cold after a direct freezing from the air-con in the computer lab so i sat at the back corner of the classroom, cooling down. Xinni thought i was crazy to feel cold after the air-con. She don't know. I talked to her through out the whole lesson, eyeing him sometimes across the room. Though we are not a pair, it bothered me somehow that he was flirting with the girls from my class and his own. If i have a bit more courage and wild cells, i would have said, "Playboy" in his face. But i can't bear to do it. For i know him(or i think i do). Xinni could sense my pain and silence while she was talking to me(i didn't make much conversation. I was staring at him), so she kept quiet. She never liked a boy before, so i couldn't tell how much ache my heart goes through when i see him that happy. That day on Valentine make my heart's pain stronger. But i didn't cry. Cos i want to be strong on myself. I didn't write this to "complain" my day to the "world wide web". I wrote it because i need a medium more relieving than paper to jot my thoughts down. Then, my class seating plan changes. Me and Vanessa remained situated at the original position. The only human factors that will affect me is (1)Willy and Jason is situated nearer to our place. Wow things are getting even livelier than i thought. (2) Uzair is at the back of the class. I guess where he is situated doesn't affect his voice volume in the whole room. (3) Gabriel is now sitting at the back of my class. Where has the days of joking and hole-punching papers gone??? I cannot stay in the canteen after i see him in that place. Xinni tells me he flirts too in DnT. I tried not to get that in my head. But i just thought, if he knew that his effects on me is so drastic, what would he do? Its a question i know the answer to.
1. Always the Japan freak.
2.Wants a lot of things normal humans don't perceive.
3.The Extreme stubborn one.
4. The Porcupine-personality.
5. Lazy too. You should be amazed I've updated this blog at all..
My Wishlist
Vintage bag Go on Star Cruise Digital camera (canon) An apartment of my own A trip to China More hazelnut chocolates Laptop vaio (hot red) My own FREE life Learn drumming A year of holidays My own stable job Pure Science in 2009 have long hair(????) read more comics own a gucci bag(???) More savings
LOVES
a.Anime
b.Manga
c.Friends
d.Hazelnut ice cream
e.Computer
f.Japanese language
HATES
1.Cockroaches
2.Immature boys
3.Pocket money below $7
4.Computers with the speed of a grandmother
Vintage bag
Go on Star Cruise 
Learn drumming