Why wait for the future before you decide your very own?
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I have a few aims and goals. Basically, i wanted them badly too. You will know that i am quite stubborn too. But then, the most depressing thing i had heard is: "I don't know. I think i will see first. Anyway, why are you asking? See if people can get in unversity then ask me. Its too early." Now, when you are secondary two, i think these words are temporary useless. For you'll have to select subjects in order to go to secondary three. I don't think there's many people who just look into the teacher's eyes and say, "I don't know what subject you are talking." Right? You have to decide what kind of subjects to take in order to be learned in the skills your future job is going to have. Thats me. I have a very good foresight, and i don't want to sink down to Normal Tech or Acad or something even worse. I don't feel good when i see people of my age go down one level and had to redo the year again. It just make me feel that i have been lucky not to be left behind. It gives you the creeps that some people don't feel it and can still smile when they are scolded. Live with the shame should be what they think. But living with the shame and being retained doesn't change the fact that you are lost behind! Its like a fashion that had taken a city by storm, but only to be left behind years later. Besides feeling bad, people always tend to be feeling watsed or useless. The thing is, they continue! Rather than let others know there's someone capable around them, they let dejection and rejection take control. Then they would play a fool in front of the teachers. Whats the use? I am already a piece of useless ornament. Ready for discardment. <--- That may be what people often think. Life is not full of anticipation and there's always things that block your way. You must have obstacles. Or you will never learn. Weak-willed people are often like this. For me, I wanted to excel in medical sciences. I want to learn to be a doctor. Because i have a sister who has a problem whith one of her organs, i want to prevent that to anyone else. Hence, I will start from here. I don't want any suffering. I must DISCOVER.
1. Always the Japan freak.
2.Wants a lot of things normal humans don't perceive.
3.The Extreme stubborn one.
4. The Porcupine-personality.
5. Lazy too. You should be amazed I've updated this blog at all..
My Wishlist
Vintage bag Go on Star Cruise Digital camera (canon) An apartment of my own A trip to China More hazelnut chocolates Laptop vaio (hot red) My own FREE life Learn drumming A year of holidays My own stable job Pure Science in 2009 have long hair(????) read more comics own a gucci bag(???) More savings
LOVES
a.Anime
b.Manga
c.Friends
d.Hazelnut ice cream
e.Computer
f.Japanese language
HATES
1.Cockroaches
2.Immature boys
3.Pocket money below $7
4.Computers with the speed of a grandmother
Vintage bag
Go on Star Cruise 
Learn drumming